Just a thought

Hi! Actually I'm not in the mood of writing but I don't know, I just gonna let my mind flow through this post.

Okay, so, let's begin with a question. Have you ever think like "Omg why am I saying that things to them?" after you told something to someone? HAHA I think it's some people's problem, I mean "the introvert" one. But, yeah.. it often happened to me. I rarely get mad or simply complaining about a situation that I don't like, but once I feel like I'm gonna burst, I become like "HEY WHY IS THIS SOOOoo.. bla bla bla", but then I feel like I'm running out my energy and a bit felt guilty and also regret what I've said, and....yeah.

So, is it normal? I think so. Because you know, whenever you try to hold feelings or emotions -it maybe just take minutes or seconds before it bursts. Alright, let's say it also depends on the situation. Yeah, that's right. But I realize something that the more I grow the more I have to learn much about my feeling. Really, to understand ourselves is kind of a lifelong learning journey. Whenever I feel, "Okay, now I know myself better", then the next days I just feel like "Okay, but this also me", and another day just "Yeah, this also me!" Creepy? 

What I'm gonna say is that we are all can feel all of the emotions, can express all of the emotions. So if yesterday I felt guilty because of something, and today I feel better and happy: I maybe just learned to accept my feeling of guilty and chose to moved on and want to be a better one today. Simply like that... and that's normal. Then, if today I regretted something, what should I do? I have to accept my feeling of regretting that things, then I have to ask myself what made me complaining a lot today, about what can I learn from what happened, felt a bit sad, and taraaa...the next day I'll be a new me *fingercrossed.

It seems easy but believe me, it's not😂

Alright. So, nothing to conclude, haha. Byee!